My cravings are brutal. They're so brutal that they own me right now. WTF?!
I could shove all of the healthy food in the world down my throat and still long for Oreos, cinnamons buns, and/or a bag of chips. I ate all of those things over the last week. I also ate out almost every day, grabbing a bagel and an Iced Capp from Tim Horton's and a frapp and a sandwich from Starbucks. Did I tell you that my cravings are brutal?
I think the only reason that I've been maintaining my figure and not getting sick is because I've been drinking a shit load of water which flushes everything out. It is my goal to drink 2.5 litres of water whether it be water by itself, lemon water or herbal tea. Also, I've been working out twice a day - I do yoga in the morning before work, and I do some kind of fun exercise in the evening.
Imagine if I did all of those things above PLUS ate healthy? I would probably look like a Victoria's Secret model.
I'm trying not to beat myself up over it because at the end of the day I still love myself and that's all that matters. I've become more accepting of myself. There was a point where I wanted to look a certain way, so I would really pressure myself to eat a certain way. It lasts for maybe a week and I'm miserable and tired the whole time. I'm actually happy. Naps are a thing of the past. I have finally come to terms with the fact that what works for others, doesn't work for me. I'm good with that so pass me another cinnamon bun.